Legacy of the Alien Otaku from Another World

 Age is nothing but a numerical record of how many years you have lived. Gender is nothing but a description of how you see yourself or what shape your vessel have become.  The scientific facts about the differences between males and females have become irrelevant over the years. As males can easily do the things females can and vice versa. Sure there are those little things that may ring true for every male or for every female. But they're just little things. Things related to the vessel. And a vessel is simply a vessel. Many may perceive this way of thinking as dangerous. But in the void, where time and space become irrelevant... None of that matters. And also in death, none of that matters. And beyond the void, in reincarnation, your vessel will likely change. How much or how little may depend on your thoughts. In the end, age and gender are simply words. Adjectives. Concepts. Ideas. Nothing more and nothing less. In comparison... Space and time have way more weight to them...

 I would like to quickly clarify something I mentioned in my last post. Yes I have an STD. It's called Syphilis. But, I AM A VIRGIN. At least at the time I'm writing this. But I'll probably still be when I leave this world (finally). Doctors said I likely inherited it from my biological mother, whom I have no knowledge of since I was like... adopted overseas. So they say I've probably had it for 20 years if that's the case. In addition... I admit I am cursed. If you are into anime and that sort of culture, you PROBABLY know what I mean by cursed. If you don't then let me put it this way: I have dipped my toe into the dark net and the dark net is indeed cursed or at least filled with cursed things. Things the eyes cannot unsee. Yes, I speak of R34, fellow degenerates. I have been in knowledge of this kind of "culture" since I was 13 and stumbled across Pokemon and Digimon r34 while casually scrolling through images on my Nintendo Internet Browser. They ...

 Okay... This is today's ramble. I have a STD that can lead to dementia and friends with autism, which also leads to dementia! And for autists that process is quickened if they get stressed too much, so if you're an autist and are reading this right now. Please do not freak out.  I do however recommend you read this to the very end as I believe it COULD help you come to terms with it. Or at the very least help with that. Now, call it the speakings of a wishful fool or the rambling of a madman, whatever you like. If you can't read it all, that's fine! But hear me out... I don't believe someone can actually lose their memories unless their brain cells are like literally killed, die, or something drastic. I believe it is more like... Say, take your memories and let's say there's these file cabinets in your brain where you store them after sorting them out. Say you forgot something and are having a difficult time remembering it. It's like those memories are ...